Yes, I am back in Cancun. Ughh my crazy life! I'm blessed but at the same time always feeling the need to be home. I just need to RELAX enjoy my days carelessly, breathe and write like crazy for a girls book on how to survive at least it will have some sort of outlook on that . I do need to find a job this time around so that I can make some money on the side and do all those things I want to do without feeling like a true wreck. I try to imagine myself back in the states working and having my own place with is really what i want. But it’s so o funny how i keep going back home and keep finding myself in different countries. It’s like the energy of my destiny doesn’t allow me to stay put at least I see it that way. I want to live perhaps someone else’s life but i need to live my own. Someday i will go back to college maybe not now but it is in my plans. I guess I’m just very passionate right now about being here with a special little someone that has me, so comfortable so happy, so giving and affectionate. He is such a beautiful person to me. Right now I suppose I just can let these feeling go. This right now is my dream. Will I regret missing out on so much... I don’t know? Probably. But this is what I keep coming back to and it has to be for something… Right? I feel fine. I feel good. I feel great. We just need to accept our situations and our life be it our own and not others!
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